Oh, when you just
don’t behave the way I want you to
Do you know how much
I hate you, child?
I grit my teeth and
clench my fists to keep me from hitting you
You see, I was this
close...
If only I didn’t
give a damn to what people might say
Why is it that you
can do and say whatever you want
And me, I cannot?
There are times when
the only thing I regret is the day YOU were born
If an artist can
throw away his broken piece
Don’t tell me I
cannot!
How you are such a
big disappointment
Oh child, why don’t
you behave as well as I did?
I was an easy child,
o yes I was
I didn’t give any
headache to anyone
People were hard on
me
But look how good I have
become now
You don’t have any
idea how difficult my life was
You should be grateful
that your life is so well-provided now
Don’t you go making
my life difficult again
Pay respect to me
and do as I told you
Be good and don’t do
any crazy-funny stuff
Or I will set a
score behind our closed door
For I will not let
you go away easily with it
Why can’t you be
sweet like those other children?
What have I not done
for you?
Didn’t I give you
everything already?
I want you to watch
your manner in front of people
Show them I am a
good parent who teaches you well
Don’t you put a shame
on my face
I told you: Don’t
make me angry!
I screamed it at
you, over and over!
Are you playing deaf
on me, child?
How dare you scream
back at me?
If words can’t reach
you, then you see, my hands will
How it feels good to
see the fear in your eyes.
Yes, that’s it.
It’s ME who takes
control
Not YOU!
You are just a dumb
child!
What do you know
about what’s good for you?
You know nothing
You know fuckin’
nothing...
Ub-Ptlu, 20 Januari
2014
:p
BalasHapus